Putting My Head Back On Straight

Today I am 11 DPO.  My temp is higher than yesterday, and I still have no sign of AF.  Not one cramp, nada, zip, zilch.  So why do I call this post Putting My Head Back On Straight?  Early in the morning, 2:30 to be exact, I woke up and had some trouble falling back to sleep.  The One was sound asleep, and I did not want to wake him.  I slipped out of bed and went to the window, hoping to see some of the meteor shower.  As the lights flashed across the sky, I thought logically.  We have been trying to get pregnant for over a year.  At this point, we want it so very badly that the reason normally possessed by us gets all skewed.

I believe in a positive attitude.  But I also believe in cautious optimism.  No matter how many months you get AF after being SO sure it is your month, it still stings.  I do not want to feel that sting, not this month.  So I am thinking that I am just going to wait for AF to show.  If she does, then I was prepared, and if she doesn’t, well, then we will cross that bridge when we get to it.

Two days to go.  I totally can handle this.


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